Announcement

Posted: July 29, 2013 in Life, miarmiar-isms

Hindi ako naniniwalang naghihirap ang mga pinoy. Alam mo kung baket? Dalawang linggo ago lang eh ang haba ng pila sa 3D at IMAX ng Despicable Me.

Kahit saan ako pumunta,  marami akong nakikitang may hawak ng IPAD at kung ano anong android phones.

Lahat ng taxi palaging may sakay kahit na 40php ang flag rate.

Mas maraming may flat screen at HD pa.

Ang Starbucks parang Jollibee na lang kasi andaming nagkakape kahit summer.

So please lang mga kababayan, isoli nyo na ang arm at newspaper ni Kuya….

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Yung Happily Ever After..

Posted: July 29, 2013 in miarmiar-isms
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Alam mo bang kelangan mo rin gastusan ang Destiny?

Ang pinakamababang maayos na prenup pictorial ay umaabot sa 50k – pero pwede ka namang makatipid kung camera na lang sa cellphone ang gagamitin mo. Eh ang kaso, maarte ako.. 

Ang renta ng bridal car ay depende sa presyo ng sasakyan na gusto mo.. ung bmw or benz nasa 10-20k. Pero pede naman pedicab kung gusto mong may touch ng contemporary “SKWATER” ang araw kung kailan magsisimula ang iyong happily ever after..

Ang renta din sa simbahan, depende kung san mo gusto – 20-100k. Pero sa isang banda pede namang sa likod bahay na lang ang venue katabi ng dirty kitchen. Makikita mo na habang pinupuluputan ka ng cord at veil eh may background ng mga nagigisa ng bawang at sibuyas sa di-kalayuan,

Alam mo pa ang dapat mong gastusan eh yung wedding gown mo. May kakilala ako na gumastos ng mahigit kumulang na 100k para lang magsuot ng puting tela na may mahabang buntot sa likod. Naisip ko lang, sana katulad din ako ni Giselle sa Enchanted, nag vocalize lang sya tapos tinahian na sya ng gown ng mga ipis, kalapati at isang pulutong na daga ng maayos at sosyalerang gown.

Sa ngayon, mababa na ang half a million expenses kung gusto mo ng maayos na wedding ceremony. Sa ngayon, mahirap kumita ng pera. Realistically, hindi naman  dapat lalake lang ang gagastos.. unless anak sya ng sindikato, marami syang pera.

May tamang panahon sa lahat ng bagay, siguro ako matagal pa akong ikakasal. Ang totoo wala pa akong plano kasi sa totoo lang sobrang HASSLE ang preparation at series of seminars na mandatory mong puntahan sabi ng simbahan.

Minsan naman ang happily ever after wala sa destiny. O mas malalala, minsan ang DESTINY mo ay hindi happily ever after.

Pero gayunpaman, naniniwala ako na isang araw… ikakasal din ako.

Pero sa ngayon.. kelangan ko munang pumasok at magpuyat.

^ _^

are you worth waiting for?

Posted: July 20, 2013 in miarmiar-isms

Naisip ko lang habang nagpapalipas ng oras…

Ilan na lang kaya ang natitirang eggcells sa obaryo ko?

Ilan ang natutuyo habang nilalamon ako ng stress?

Ilan ang namamatay habang naglalaro ako ng zombie smasher?

Phew.. parang ayoko nang isipin dahil wala rin naman akong gagawin kundi ang huminga ng malalim at bigkasin ang mga salitang.. In Jesus Name..

 

Note: Test lang po. Ang tagal ko nang hindi nag ba blog..

Kinalawang na ako ng paulit ulit na sistema sa mundong ibabaw at ng mga walang kwentang short status sa twitter. 

Pasensya na po.🙂

Hello again….

Posted: April 7, 2012 in miarmiar-isms

I’m posting this using my android phone.The screen looks crisp and neat.I love it!
Random thoughts….
* I haven’t posted anything for like 4 months.I am still in the process of recuperating. I am doing much better these past months.Thank you po Lord.:-)
* I don’t know how this post will look like when I pull this blog entry in my laptop.
* Nakakairita talaga ung mga babaeng nagpapabaya sa trabaho dahil may lovelife sa opisina. Hanglandi lang talagao_O
* Idol ko na ang 2ne1… eh ano naman? Tao rin naman sila at bored ako. ^_^
* Sa tingin ko nag gain talaga ako ng weight…kasi pag tuwing babangon ako sa kama..nakikita ko yung buong bakat ng katawan ko sa kama.Masyado na talaga yung kapit ng gravity sa bilbil ko.
* Bawal na akong maglasing at uminom ng kahit anong may alcohol.Buti na lang magaling
akong umarte ng adik-adikan.
* Hindi na ko natatakot mamatay kasi magiging artista ako sa next life ko.

o_O

On a Serious Note

Posted: December 11, 2011 in Life, miarmiar-isms

This Blog Entry may Shock you.

It is far from all the Blog Entries that I have written in my entire Blogging life.

For sure, This maybe just another page in the web.

Too much drama Not Needed, But to me,,

This is the hardest piece I have ever yet to write.

This is way too Emotional,

Way too far from the image that I have Portrayed in my entire life.

On the morning of November 18, This year. I was rushed in the Hospital. On this very normal day, like most days in my life, I was at work in front of my Computer when I had the first Seizure Attack in my 30 years of Existence. According to a number of spectators, My body went Flinching and Jerking for what seems like a couple of minutes. I was Disoriented and I have no memory of them.

I was revived in the hospital. I have no recollection of what happened to me during the attack or how I get to the hospital. I just lay there feeling sick to my stomach and weak.

My Memories of Recovery were just plain Traumatic. For the Past Weeks, I Hyperventilated every-time I think of another Seizure Attack. I had tremors once in a while; I had Nightmares and woke up in the middle of the night, Screaming and feeling a strain in my jaw due to lack of air. I cannot sleep alone; I cannot be left Alone.

I hated myself for being so damn useless. I worry about losing my job; I worry about losing my partner; I worry about dying in the middle of my sleep.

I began to Question my Faith. You see, I am really not the Traditional Church Goer, I stopped doing that after I graduated from High School. I was born and raised from a very Religious Family, And yet I have so little Faith up there.

Battling Myself from doing what everyone kept on reminding, I started to pray. I didn’t start out with a question of why, In the silence of my room, I started to cry. I cried because I saw the many Beautiful faces of people that cared for me when I was sick. My family, Those that I have Taken for Granted; My friends, Those that I failed to Recognize for the Longest Time; My Boyfriend, To whom I have so little Faith On.

In the stillness of the moment, I picked up a Book; “Grace for The Moment by Max Lucado” Ramdomly, I open it; it says;

SHORTCUTS:
They Continue saying things that mean nothing, Thinking that God will hear them because of their many words.

-Matthew 6:2

Pray All the time. If Necessary; Use words

God Forgets the past. Imitate Him.

Dont Ask God to do what you want. Ask God to do what is Right.

No one is Useless to God. No One.

Nails didn’t hold God to a cross. Love Did.

You will never forgive anyone more than God has already forgiven you.

-When God Whisper. Your Name.

For the Longest time, I sat there in Silence. I have never felt so peaceful and calm. I just felt that during the lowest point of my life, He reached out his hand to me and I didn’t hesitate to reach back.

 

THANK YOU GOD FOR THE GIFT OF LIFE.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL THAT IT’S WORTH SAVING.

Walang taong nabubuhaysa mundo na gustong mamatay ng maaga – naisip ko habang pinagmamasdan ang kawalan sa loob ng higanteng MRI machine.

Hindi ako matatakutin na tao, mahilig lang akong manakot. Pero ang totoo, sa loob ng 45 minuto na inilagi ko sa loob ng higanteng makinang iyon, nilamon ako ng takot. Naisip kong sa bawat sandaling naramdaman kong marami ang nagmamahal sa akin- sa bandang huli, ang lahat tayo ay mamamatay ng mag-isa. Tangena lang di ba? Kaya kung ang goal mo ay magkaroon ng lalakeng magpapadama sa yo ng TRUE LOVE, mag hunos dili ka. Maghanap ng lalakeng sasamahan ka hanggang sa libingan. Yung tipong buhay pa sya tapos ikaw patay na.. tapos babantayan ka nya hanggang sa ma-agnas ka ng maigi. Yan… yan ang true love.

Balik tayo sa akin at sa higanteng MRI machine.

Hulaan nyo ang susunod na mangyayari…

Sympre pa, nagkita na naman kami.  Itago na lang naten sya sa pangalang MAN IN THE SKY aka MITS

MITS: (nakatayo sa ulap) Hello Engs,we meet again.

Kel: Jusko naman, Lord. Nag effort ka talaga eh. Kelangan talaga ipasok ako sa loob ng MRI para magkita tayo? Pede naman idaan na lang sa panaginip di ba?

MITS: (Nag-isip) Honga. Pero yaan mo na.. andito na tayo eh at saka nag seizure ka na.

Kel: Is my time up? Kukunin mo na ba ko?

MITS: (tumaas ang kilay) Tanga. Baket naman kita kukunin? Mabaet ka ba? Hala ka baka kinukuha ka na nung nasa baba.man

Kel: Baket sya? Wala naman akong ginawang masama.

MITS: (nagtaka) Wala??wala?? Weh! Meron kaya andami dami.

Kel: Sige nga ano? ano?

MITS: Talaga? Sabihin ko dito? Andaming nagbabasa ng blog mo.. ano game?

Kel: sige next time na lang.

MITS: Ikaw na ang duwag, hahahhha. Nang agaw ka ng jowa ng bestfriend mo eh. Sama mo.

Kel: Haller!! Hindi raw naging sila kahit kelan ever!!

MITS: Sige ikaw na ang Diyos dito.

Kel: Nag sex ba sila?

MITS: Ang tanong… nag sex ba kayo kahit alam mo na nagsex na sila… Diyos ako wag kang sinungaling.

Kel: Past is past. Bygones be bygones. I’m sure hindi naman ako mapupunta sa impyerno dahil dyan.

MITS: Hay bobo ka gurl. Anong sabi sa ten commandments? Huwag mong ipopoy kung may pomopopoy ng iba.

Kel: Haller! Para sa mag asawa lang yan.. hindi sila mag asawa.

MITS: dahil Diyos ako.. applicable na yan sa lahat.

Kel: Sige kahit sa langgam… sige applicable.

MITS: At dahil dyan mag si-seizure ka ulet after 5 years.

Kel: Wow.. powertrip

MITS: Wag kang nagyayabang porket may boypren kang kamukha ni Mike He. Hindi lahat ng KPOP ay cool.

Kel: Hindi KPOP si Mike He dahil chinese sya.

MITS: Sige CPOP.

Kel: Ewan ko sa yo, Lord. Ang gulo mo

MITS: Sorry naman. Si Jay Park lang kasi ang kilala ko sa KPOP eh…saka.. 2NE1.

Kel: wow.

MITS: Steg no? Pero may nakita ako one time.. cool din sila.. Super Junior ata yun.

Kel: Ayoko sa kanila masyado silang marami.

MITS: Oo.. sila kasi yung mga batang nakidnap nung mga kampon ni Puma Ley-Ar sa Shaider, genetically engineered yan para kumanta ng Mr Simple..Simple.

Kel and MITS: Hahahahahahhahahahaha

MITS: Tanga wag kang tatawa tawa kasi pag nagka anak ka kamukha nung isa dun malamang. Sayang, kung nakatuluyan mo yung isang ex mo na kamukha ni Gerald Anderson eh di.. pang artista sana ang mga supling nyo. Yihiii… AKOOO BUDOOOY.
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Kel and MITS: Hahahahahahhahaa.

MITS: (sumeryoso) Masaya ka ba anak?

Kel: Oo. Tinatanong mo ba yan dahil malapit na ang oras ko?

MITS: Hindi, tinatanong ko yan dahil baka sakali lang matuto kang magpahalaga sa kaligayahan mo at sa kaligayahan ng iba.

Kel: Wow, deep.

MITS: Ang buhay kagaya ng kandilang nauupos..kapag nahipan ng hangin mabilis natutunaw. Kaya kung ako sa yo.. enjoy every moment. Wag mong pabayaang lamunin ang oras mo ng mga bagay na hindi importante.

Kel: Kagaya ng ano?

MITS: Kagaya ng laptop, iphones, blackberry at kung ano ano pa.

Kel: At KPOP?

MITS: (napaisip) hindi. FUN talaga sila.

Kel: Whatever.

MITS: Duh.

Kel: Wala ka bang ibang words of wisdom pa dyan?

MITS: Sympre marami. Pero since ikaw lang ang kausap ko, nevermind na lang.

Kel: Pwede ba akong magtanong?

MITS: Isa lang….

Kel: Kelan ba ako ikakasal?

MITS: Naje jebs ako..

Kel: Naman… kelan?

……..

“Miss, tapos na. Sabihin na lang ng neurologist mo yung result mamaya…”

Talaga, Lord??? Talagang walang sagot???

Unfair.

Hmpf.

Today marks the first year of my last entry in Facebook after I deactivated my account.

Today marks the first day of FREEDOM. I found out from our common friends that you have changed your status from SINGLE to IN A RELATIONSHIP. For a brief moment, my heart stopped as I listen to “hear says” feeling an unexplainable pinch of puzzling loneliness.

It was nothing dramatic like comparing myself to the new girl- asking questions like jealous girlfriends do. I am, after all, feeling happy that you are able to let go of your last piece to happiness – your last piece, whatever it is that holds me to you. For the last year, even when I have fallen for someone else, I have been praying that happiness finds its way to you. Here’s my first and last message after the long sabatical silence of where I stand:

I am no longer standing on the same ground. I have accepted that things didn’t work out because we have based our relationship in FATE rather than reality. I had to learn that lesson real hard- I had to lose you to gain someone imperfect but real. I had been looking for answers for the longest time, why there was emptiness even when we were  together, why there was discontent even when you gave your all, I had found out in tme long after you were gone that we didn’t work out because we didn’t stop believing in true love but we stopped trying to make it TRUE.  Sometimes life has to be creative to lead you to the right way;it just really need to sting. Thank you for the 10 years of love, happiness and all the emotions in between. It was one hell of a roller coaster ride. I know at some point- I am bound to dedicate one entry of my blog for you. Thank you for everything, we had a pretty good run. Thank you for letting me go because it was never easier for me to be happy when I know that you are hurting. Thank you for giving love another shot and for believing that somehow when I left you all  alone, one person is destined to pick you up to love you more than I ever did. And if in the end, things still don’t work out, live life and love stronger.After all, life is too short to live it in maybe’s and what if’s.

As the song goes…

Every new beginnings come from some other beginning’s end..

Cheers.