Archive for March, 2011

I am feeling smart today. My dad sent me the much awaiting birthday gift- my HD laptop.. finally.

But then there’s that edgy feeling since yesterday after my dog collapsed and my sister had to revive him. I just went out with my soon to be boyfriend to get something at the gasoline stop when my mum sent me a text message asking me to go home.. well they thought he swallowed something and he went on cardiac arrest. When i got home, he was ok.. wagged his tail and went on howling in heat. My theory is that he might have suffered from heat stroke as I needed to leave him in the other room because my guy was on the other room watching Little Fockers.. he has some kind of weird dog phobia.. whatever the term is. I know in some books the notion reeks of something unlikely of mr. righteousness but I’m ok with that. I wonder what they say on people that are alektrophobic.

Anyways, back to the horror of reality. I will be going back to work tomorrow. Same old piece of hell. I wonder how it’s been there after my 3 days of vacation. I wish things are normal like how I left them. I did not dare to open my email at work while still at home nor check my blackberry messages. It’s too early to be smothered by endless tasks of do this and do that. I told my boss I’m going on a vacation trip but really I didn’t plan for anything fancy.. I honestly just went out with SOYA and hang around the house with him. We watched a bunch of movies (most of them, I didn’t see the ending because I occassionally close my eyes and meditate), I hope he didn’t get pissed when I fell asleep in the middle of WORLD BATTLE: LOS ANGELES, that’s a decent 200 bucks going down the drain on him. But I’m pretty sure he was awake when I puke out as we watch the credits roll in RED RIDING HOOD. Gosh, TWILIGHT producers or whoever, please have the decency to create new ideas and stop living the TWILIGHT dream.. it’s seriously annoying. I honestly thought you guys borrowed Jacob at the end of the movie. That’s plagiarism.

But here’s what I really like- SEASON OF THE WITCH but I think the ending is just overkill-anything other than that is plain freaky. You know how it is when the movie is really good but then the ending just ruined it and the scriptwriting suddenly fluctuated into a load of crappyness?? I had my mum watched it only to find out how mad she is the next morning because Nicolas Cage and that Hellboy dude sacrificed their lives for the triumph of good versus evil (they are probably implying of putting an end to exorcisms and such but then Linda Blair happened and they died in vain). Spoiler alert, everyone 🙂 My mum hates it when the lead casts die in movies like how Brad Pitt was scorched in TROY, I let her watch it just for fun years ago and she went ballistic on me. Don’t blame her, she’s a big fan of the undefeatable Steven Seagal.. name  one movie of him where he died, scorched or  bruised and I’ll send you my new laptop.

Enihu, I’m just trying this baby and I started blabbering on this entry. Sorry that you need to go through all of that. I know right? Who cares???

Ciao.

 

Posted: March 5, 2011 in bitch fit, Dramatic Exits

X: Tsong alam mo ba yung kaaway mo sabi sa ‘yo feeling maganda ka raw?

K: (hithit ng yosi) Eh ano naman? Naputulan ba sya ng kuryente nung nagfeeling ako na maganda ako ? Kanya kanyang trip yan. Eh di sya na maganda sabihin mo sa kanya. Siya lang. Ina nya.

X: Grabe, nabasa ko lang sa FB eh.

K: Eh leche ka, pano mo naman nalaman na ako yun?

X: Eh ikaw lang naman feeling maganda rito eh.. saka ikaw lang kaaway nya.

K: Eh di ok.  I wish her happiness, love, prosperity and eventually death. Pakisabi na lang na deactivated yung FB ko kaya mapapagod lang sya kasi hindi ko yun mababasa.

X: Eh kaya nga sinasabi ko sa yo. Laughtrip kasi eh.. ikaw pa inaaaway nya eh wala ka namang pakiramdam. Mapapagod lang sila. Kaya daw kasi sila magkakaibigan kasi pare-parehas daw silang laitera.

K: Eh di ok, meron silang something in common. Eh ano naman ngayon sa ken? Hihinto ba ang oras? Hindi ba magugunaw ang mundo? Mababaog ba ako pag hindi ako nag-react?

X: Eh kasi panay ang comment nung mga friends nya rin dun.. pinipintasan ka.

K: Eh baka totoo naman yung sinasabi nila. Ok lang yun sa ‘ken. Hindi naman panlalait yun.. nagsasabi lang sila ng totoo. Parang ako lang. Pabayaan mo lang sila. Basta ba mapapaiyak nila ako eh kung titirahin nila ako ng personal, at least may napala sila. Eh ang kaso.. matakot na lang sila pag binalikan ko sila.

X: Sabi kasi dun ni – – – maitim daw ang budhi mo kaya pumapanget ang hitsura mo.

K: Ok lang.. kasi pag naging kulay blue sya kamukha nya yung bingot na leading lady ni Jake Sully sa Avatar. (hithit ng yosi, sabay modulate ng boses ni Neytiri..) You’re like a baby!!

X: Hahahahhaha.. gago ka.

K: Ina nya.

X: Eh sabi ni ano.. WITCH ka daw.

K: Ok.. sya na ang mabait. Kamukha nya yung kambal ni DORA sa KIMI-DORA, tanga sya.

X: Eh puppeteer ka daw sabi nung isa.

K: Eh di bongga. Pero kung kukuha ako ng puppet.. hindi ko sya kukunin dahil hindi sya character. .. HALF MOON SYA. PROPS SYA SA BACKGROUND. o kaya mangga sa basket.

X: Tawang tawa nga si – – – – eh. Ni-like nya yung comment.

K: Eh mabuti naman at may iba syang pinagtatawanan maliban sa sarili nya. Hindi ako naaasar sa kanya kasi kung naging kulay yellow sya.. pwede na syang kambal ni Pikachu.

X: Eh balik tayo sa feeling maganda ka raw?

K: Ito lang ang masasabi ko.. at least hindi ako iniiwan ng lalake. Hindi ako home wrecker.. hindi ako pumapatol sa may sabit at ako ang nang iiwan sa mga lalake. Mas ok na feeling maganda ako kesa sa feeling single. Wala akong responsibilidad, pwede akong mag-party hanggang kelan ko gusto at hindi ko kailangan i-post ang mga pictures ko sa FB to get attention.. para ano? Para patunayan na may asim pa ako?

…Na kahit iniwan ako ng lalake eh kaya ko pang maghanap ng iba? Kahit anong mangyari, hindi ako nagka asawa.. hindi ako nalaspag. hindi ako pinagsawaan.. hindi ako tira tira… kaya siguro feeling maganda ako. I can feel whatever I want to feel.. but never PATHETIC because when everything has been said and done.. it all boils down to.. what you are at the end of the day. They can judge all they want but I will never give them the satisfaction of knowing the real person in me. Because they are not worth my time. Nasasaktan nga yung ego ko pag pinapatulan ko sila eh. Kasi sa totoo lang… hanggang status lang sila sa FB. All talk and no confrontation..

Kaya please lang..

Tell them to move on..

Because I will never change..

Life is too short to spend it on hating me.. mapapagod lang sila.